August 2011
July 2011
I can’t even sleep because I’m too nervous for tomorrow. I need to be up in two hours for a full shift. Then, off to torture and please myself -_-. No backing out. No backing out.. Crap.
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“Thank God you blew it. I thank God I dodged a bullet.”
—Beyonce (via ventilated)
“She must find a boat and sail in it. No guarantee of shore. Only a conviction that what she wanted could exist, if she dared to find it.”
—Jeanette Winterson (via kari-shma)
“The woman who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The woman who walks alone is likely to find herself in places no one has ever been.”
—Albert Einstein (via nickelcobalt)
For everything you have missed, you have gained something else and for everything you gain, you lose something else. It is about your outlook towards life. You can either regret or rejoice.
Awkward funny moments with mother.
Undressing. Bra and underwear still on.
Me: Mom, look! I can be a supermoodeelll!!
Mother takes off her church outfit.
Mother: LOOK! (Poses) Me, too. :)
HHAHAHA! Oh mother.
“It’s much easier to not know things sometimes. Things change and friends leave. And life doesn’t stop for anybody. I wanted to laugh. Or maybe get mad. Or maybe shrug at how strange everybody was, especially me. I think the idea is that every person has to live for his or her own life and than make the choice to share it with other people. You can’t just sit their and put everybody’s lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love. You just can’t. You have to do things. I’m going to do what I want to do. I’m going to be who I really am. And I’m going to figure out what that is. And we could all sit around and wonder and feel bad about each other and blame a lot of people for what they did or didn’t do or what they didn’t know. I don’t know. I guess there could always be someone to blame. It’s just different. Maybe it’s good to put things in perspective, but sometimes, I think that the only perspective is to really be there. Because it’s okay to feel things. I was really there. And that was enough to make me feel infinite. I feel infinite.”
—Stephen Chbosky (via atomos)
“It occurred to her that in every relationship in which she had participated, in every union older than a year that she’d observed, imbalance existed. Of a couple, one person invariably loved stronger than the other. It seemed a law of nature, a cruel law that led to tension and destruction. She was dismayed that a law so unfair, so miserable prevailed, but since it did, since imbalance seemed inevitable, it must be easier, healthier to be the lover who loved least.”
—Tom Robbins (via atomos)
“If I am honest I will admit that I have always wanted to avoid love. Yes give me romance, give me sex, give me fights, give me all the parts of love but not the simple single word which is so complex and demands the best of me this hour this minute this forever.”
—Jeanette Winterson, The World and Other Places (via helplesslyamazed)
“Don’t let us forget that the causes of human actions are usually immeasurably more complex and varied than our subsequent explanations of them.”
— Fyodor Dostoyevsky (The Idiot)
“‘I’m bored’ is a useless thing to say. You live in a great, big, vast world that you’ve seen none percent of. Even the inside of your own mind is endless. It goes on forever, inwardly — you understand? The fact the you’re alive is amazing. So you don’t get to be bored.”
—LOUIS C.K., to his kids, on Louie (via inothernews)
